Early this morning, I awoke, knowing it was still dark, but feeling like it was the right time for something, not knowing exactly what that might look like. I read some in the Psalms, not keying in on one thing in particular, just reading. Then I walked my normal route as the sun was just coming over the horizon. It was quiet, not much was stirring but a few birds and some squirrels, at least that is all I heard and saw. I like that quiet time very much. It is calming, and, although I do not always hear from God in that time, I know it is a time and place where I can if He desires it.
For some reason I began to think about the number of years I have lived and why, when so many have passed on, that I am still around and reasonably well. Was there some reason that God has seen fit to leave me here? Was it something important that I should be doing or at least working toward?
I thought of my role as a husband, as a father and as a grandfather. I thought of my role in our church, in our family and in the relationships that I have with others. Was there another role that should be added to that or was that the sum of it all?
Then, as so often happens, a song came to my mind. I am not sure why music is so much a part of my experience, because I sure do not have any talent in that direction, but God often uses it to speak to my spirit with His. This particular song and its chorus goes like this:
Little is much when God is in it! Labor not for wealth or fame. There's a crown and you can win it, If you go in Jesus' Name.
Who am I to say what are the important things of life? I do not have the perspective to know or even guess what they are in the world around me, I am just responsible to see them in my own life. Not for those things that maybe I should have done in the past, or done better, but those things that are there in this time and are important right now. "Little" is a relative term and I can't determine what is little in God's eyes.
Then, as so often happens, another song comes along to bless me and another chorus plays in my mind:
He is here, Hallelujah, He is here, Amen
He is here, Holy Holy, I will bless His name again
He is here, listen closely
Hear Him calling out your name
He is here, you can touch Him
You will never be the same
And I know that I have been in His presence this day, and that He has reminded me of why I am here. Thank You, God and Amen
Put your computer on full screen, watch and listen. Perhaps it is for more than just me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A97aLphdL00
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