Let's not say that this feeling is an everyday thing, but a lot of time it is. There must be some halfway productive things that I can do.
Thinking back on some things that I used to enjoy doing, I notice my camera bag sitting in the closet on the floor, lonely I think. Realizing that I used to go out a lot and practice shooting various scenes and locales, but had not in quite awhile, why not put some productive activity into my schedule.
I had read an article in the paper about the full moon that we were experiencing in these days and thought, "why not?". I've got the time for sure.
On the way to the beach last evening, I had a good feeling, like I was about to do something. Perhaps not great, but way better than nothing.
My neighbor and I had been talking outside the other night about shooting moon shots at night, and I had written down the things he reminded me of. So, before setting out, I dialed in the settings he suggested and took a sticky note with some other items to do when I got to my spot.
I set up and the moon came up.
Playing with the camera a little bit, I got these shots, and I remembered why I had enjoyed this hobby.
The moon had arisen out of the ocean on the eastern horizon and a cloud cooperated by giving some color and texture to the pictures.
That moon is right in the full stage and should be that way as it exits the sky in the morning, I thought, so I got up early to catch it going down.
It definitely was not the same kind of shot. The moon at 5 am was high in the sky, a bright shining white light in a somewhat cloudy setting.
Like this:
A faint bit of color which produced shots such as these.
But my most important discovery was that just trying to stay busy is not a panacea to fits of loneliness.
Going back and finding joy in something that you used to love is a way out of useless movement.
Realizing what you had been overlooking was a surprising result.
God cooperated with a fabulous moon, all I had was to get up off my chair and go.
And I wonder, what else in my closet is calling my name?
Also wondering what else will stir me out of this funk I've been absorbed with. God may be saying:
"Look around at My world, enjoy this creation, perhaps by interacting with it, you may see more than just yourself."
And I pray that this is so...
In due time, my friend...
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